Wednesday, March 18, 2009

WHAT'S UP MY FIRST BLOG YAY FOR ME

WHAT'S UP MY FIRST BLOG YAY FOR ME

OK I am finialy doing this I'm making a blog lol Thanks to some of my friends brain washing me into doing one lol

This is what I have been feeling for a while now

OK I can say I have some of the best Friends in the world any one could have ( U KNOW WHO U R) and they really look out for me even when I don't always look out for my self because I try to hard to please everyone around me, but can't always do it. Then again no one can please the world.

I've been really stressed out about things in general and had to really just let alot go it was starting to kill me Literally! I try my best to get along with everyone, and be easy going as I can. Sometimes people just piss me off! I have been dealing with Tendinitis for over a year and had who know how many infections for many reasons not sure entirely why. THANK GOD THERE GONE AND I HAVEN'T BEEN SICK IN SEVERAL MONTH NOW! I am starting to really hate my Job TJ MAXX because 3 of the managers are BITCHES and noting is ever good enough not matter what I do so I been looking for another JOB. JOB'S are so hard to find now most places I applied for HAVE Closed the doors ect........ ASAP I'll Find something else. ALSO been thinking about going back to school just deciding on what to do when in school. It won't hurt to at least do something because RETAIL is not going to work. TRUST ME I've done it for over 4 years.

One thing that really bugs me is Parents who do nothing for there children. WHY???? I can never imiange having a child and not doing any thing for HIM/HER it really boils my blood sometimes. If you are a Male and have a child GROW A SET AND TAKE RESPONSIBILITY! Money is nothing any one can throw money around. You have to be there taking care of YOUR child by teaching it LIFE, Talking to them, playing with them and everything else that goes with it. And Females who do nothing if you don't want them then you should quit having them and take care of the ones you got. If the Guys wants to be part of the child's life be grateful and let him because most don't do ANYTHING. PERIOD. Don't run him away and keep the child away it don't hurt you, or Him. It hurts the child more than it will ever hurt any one else.

I have so much respect for people who are out there taking care of there children without help, but I do feel sorry for them and wish there was more I could do. Times are ruff now and it's worse to have to do it on your own.

ALSO another note for those who don't like Obama because he's not ALL WHITE need to grow up I get so sick and tired of hearing how bad he is when NO ONE really know as he hasn't even had time to do anything really about the shit going on. I know Obama won't save the world be at least give the MAN a chance to do something. One thing I can say is HE IS VERY SMART AND IS ATLEAST ADMITTING THERE IS A PROBLEM UNLIKE BUSH who did nothing other than cause a war that had nothing to do with what happened to AMERICA when we were attacked.


I have also had some deaths in the family as well as some close Friends in the past few months : ( R.I.P. To everyone that is no longer here) I know there in a better place now but it's hard to except the fact that there gone.

I shall continue this later.................... Peace....................


PS Tell me what think and forgive me as my spelling is not always the greatest lol